Sometimes I really wonder about the purpose of my life. It feels like the majority of my time on this earth has just been moving from one crisis to another. I get up every day thinking it will be different, thinking it will be better than the day before. I never quite get there. Don't get me wrong, I do have days that I can call good. But what I really mean is, "well, it wasn't as bad as it could have been".
If I were honest, I'd tell you that things really took a turn sometime around early 2020. It was right around the time when COVID-19 showed up. I am not the same person I was before then. I'm betting I'm not alone. Mentally, physically, spiritually not the same. At times it's been very difficult to handle.
In the coming days, I'm going to document this journey that I've been on since the world changed. I'm going to lay out my thoughts and struggles...honestly and frankly. Maybe no one will read this and that's ok. What is important for me is that I tell my story. Someone out there has had similar experiences. Someone out there understands the struggle. Someone out there might be glad to know that they aren't alone.
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